1 00:00:03,598 --> 00:00:05,999 MEREDITH: Backaches, jaw pain, nausea. 2 00:00:06,034 --> 00:00:07,301 Hey. Did you eat? 3 00:00:07,335 --> 00:00:08,435 Amelia got dinner. 4 00:00:08,469 --> 00:00:09,403 It's nothing special. 5 00:00:09,437 --> 00:00:11,571 Just a little pasta from our regular place. 6 00:00:11,606 --> 00:00:12,572 Sit down. I'll grab you a plate. 7 00:00:12,607 --> 00:00:14,141 I got it. 8 00:00:14,175 --> 00:00:15,776 Flower 9 00:00:15,810 --> 00:00:17,110 In men, these things 10 00:00:17,145 --> 00:00:19,413 are probably exactly what they seem like. 11 00:00:19,447 --> 00:00:20,647 Amelia's back. 12 00:00:20,682 --> 00:00:21,448 What's that supposed to mean? 13 00:00:21,482 --> 00:00:23,650 You leave all the doors open... 14 00:00:23,685 --> 00:00:24,818 everywhere, all the time. 15 00:00:24,852 --> 00:00:26,620 - What? - Hey, uh, try the artichoke. 16 00:00:26,654 --> 00:00:28,989 Bathroom doors, cabinets, everything... 17 00:00:29,023 --> 00:00:30,624 open, all the time. 18 00:00:30,658 --> 00:00:33,360 But in women, they're all symptoms of a heart attack. 19 00:00:33,394 --> 00:00:34,594 Hey, Mer, do you want some wine? 20 00:00:34,629 --> 00:00:36,330 Unless that's not... Is that... 21 00:00:36,364 --> 00:00:37,364 - It's fine. - Okay. 22 00:00:37,398 --> 00:00:39,466 - You invited me back. - It's fine. 23 00:00:39,500 --> 00:00:41,335 Just close a thing once in a while. 24 00:00:41,369 --> 00:00:42,936 Mer, if you've changed your mind, say the word. 25 00:00:42,970 --> 00:00:45,339 - I can go. - No! It's fine. 26 00:00:45,373 --> 00:00:46,406 Sometimes the symptom 27 00:00:46,441 --> 00:00:48,809 is actually hiding what's going on underneath. 28 00:00:48,843 --> 00:00:50,811 So, which resident are you guys nominating 29 00:00:50,845 --> 00:00:52,646 for the Preminger Research Grant? 30 00:00:52,680 --> 00:00:53,947 - I'm gonna go to bed. - Me too. 31 00:00:53,981 --> 00:00:55,215 We were just sitting down together. 32 00:00:55,249 --> 00:00:56,616 - Tired. - Early morning. 33 00:00:56,651 --> 00:00:59,307 It's all in the way it presents itself. 34 00:00:59,424 --> 00:01:02,859 "The winner of the grant is awarded one full research year 35 00:01:02,894 --> 00:01:05,095 in residence at the Preminger Research Center. 36 00:01:05,129 --> 00:01:07,564 Each attending will nominate one candidate 37 00:01:07,599 --> 00:01:10,534 and submit them to the Chief of Surgery, 38 00:01:10,568 --> 00:01:13,604 who will then review and make a decision based on..." 39 00:01:13,638 --> 00:01:15,272 Oh. 40 00:01:15,306 --> 00:01:17,341 I didn't know I was eligible to apply. 41 00:01:17,375 --> 00:01:19,610 Yeah. It's open to any resident, any year. 42 00:01:19,644 --> 00:01:20,944 - You gonna apply? - No. 43 00:01:20,979 --> 00:01:23,547 I just got to Grey-Sloan. 44 00:01:23,581 --> 00:01:24,915 I can barely find the bathrooms. 45 00:01:24,949 --> 00:01:25,716 - "Is resourceful." - Okay. 46 00:01:25,750 --> 00:01:27,384 Do you think that I should write 47 00:01:27,418 --> 00:01:30,254 that I'm "resourceful" or "inventive"? 48 00:01:30,288 --> 00:01:31,255 Mm, put that you're both. 49 00:01:31,289 --> 00:01:33,557 Put that you're annoying when you think out loud. 50 00:01:33,591 --> 00:01:35,592 Why are these spaces so small? 51 00:01:35,627 --> 00:01:37,628 These spaces cannot contain how awesome I am. 52 00:01:37,662 --> 00:01:39,396 Okay. 53 00:01:39,430 --> 00:01:41,231 Yes, this is gold. 54 00:01:41,266 --> 00:01:43,133 See? I just won this thing. 55 00:01:43,167 --> 00:01:44,901 You don't even need an awesome application. 56 00:01:44,936 --> 00:01:45,869 You have Shepherd in your corner. 57 00:01:45,903 --> 00:01:48,472 Oh, I did, until you took over her service. 58 00:01:48,506 --> 00:01:49,973 - I didn't do it! - Sure. 59 00:01:50,008 --> 00:01:51,275 Webber's scramble did it. 60 00:01:51,309 --> 00:01:54,478 Well, when you apply next year, Shepherd will have your back. 61 00:01:54,512 --> 00:01:56,613 And Grey. And Torres. 62 00:01:56,648 --> 00:01:58,081 - You'll be set. - Hmm. 63 00:01:58,116 --> 00:01:59,383 Remember when they all hated you? 64 00:01:59,417 --> 00:02:00,484 Vividly. 65 00:02:00,518 --> 00:02:02,073 - Okay, I'm done. - Me too. 66 00:02:02,159 --> 00:02:03,593 Press "submit" on three? 67 00:02:03,628 --> 00:02:05,930 1...2... 3. 68 00:02:05,964 --> 00:02:07,465 I did not meddle! 69 00:02:07,499 --> 00:02:09,300 You meddled. You are a meddler! 70 00:02:09,334 --> 00:02:10,968 He is the father of that baby! 71 00:02:11,002 --> 00:02:13,370 Suing his ex-wife for fraud is no way to be a father. 72 00:02:13,405 --> 00:02:14,305 That hussy wouldn't be an ex-wife 73 00:02:14,339 --> 00:02:16,273 if she hadn't signed those divorce papers 74 00:02:16,308 --> 00:02:17,475 without disclosing her pregnancy. 75 00:02:17,509 --> 00:02:18,342 "Hussy"?! 76 00:02:18,376 --> 00:02:19,944 This is April Kepner we're talking about! 77 00:02:19,978 --> 00:02:22,413 And this is my grandchild that we're talking about 78 00:02:22,447 --> 00:02:23,481 that I won't get to see 79 00:02:23,515 --> 00:02:25,282 unless Jackson overturns that divorce 80 00:02:25,317 --> 00:02:27,418 and gets his parental rights back! 81 00:02:27,452 --> 00:02:28,319 Meddler. 82 00:02:28,353 --> 00:02:30,387 You better stop saying that! 83 00:02:30,422 --> 00:02:31,655 Hey, I'll say what I want! 84 00:02:31,690 --> 00:02:34,492 I am trying to help my son. 85 00:02:34,526 --> 00:02:36,393 And you are a meddler, a busybody, 86 00:02:36,428 --> 00:02:39,463 a helicopter mama, a nosy Nellie, a buttinsky! 87 00:02:39,498 --> 00:02:41,999 - That is trash talk! - All up in the bug juice. 88 00:02:42,033 --> 00:02:43,334 You don't know the flavor, woman. 89 00:02:43,368 --> 00:02:44,902 We said no trash talk in the bedroom. 90 00:02:44,936 --> 00:02:47,104 We said no work talk in the bedroom. 91 00:02:51,276 --> 00:02:53,611 Just for the record, I am right. 92 00:02:53,645 --> 00:02:55,446 You are wrong. 93 00:02:57,048 --> 00:02:58,115 Meddler. 94 00:02:58,150 --> 00:02:59,717 (SCOFFS) 95 00:03:01,486 --> 00:03:03,787 I still think I should wait until next year 96 00:03:03,822 --> 00:03:04,788 to apply for the grant. 97 00:03:04,823 --> 00:03:06,490 Why? You're eligible now. 98 00:03:06,525 --> 00:03:08,359 Technically, but they always give the grant 99 00:03:08,393 --> 00:03:10,161 to a senior resident anyway. 100 00:03:10,195 --> 00:03:11,862 Except for when they don't. 101 00:03:11,897 --> 00:03:13,531 So you think I should try? 102 00:03:13,565 --> 00:03:16,667 Look, if this is what you want, then sure... apply. 103 00:03:16,701 --> 00:03:17,968 It's just... 104 00:03:18,003 --> 00:03:20,504 I'm finally getting settled in here. 105 00:03:20,539 --> 00:03:21,972 I have friends. 106 00:03:22,007 --> 00:03:23,174 I just... 107 00:03:23,208 --> 00:03:24,275 met Sofia. 108 00:03:24,309 --> 00:03:27,478 I don't want to run across the country for a year. 109 00:03:27,512 --> 00:03:28,612 I can wait. 110 00:03:28,647 --> 00:03:30,981 I want to be here. 111 00:03:33,418 --> 00:03:35,119 Well, I can accept that. 112 00:03:35,153 --> 00:03:36,053 (CHUCKLES) 113 00:03:36,087 --> 00:03:37,855 (SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE) (COUGHS) 114 00:03:37,889 --> 00:03:39,890 So, you are 14. 115 00:03:39,925 --> 00:03:40,791 Um... 116 00:03:40,825 --> 00:03:42,526 Are your parents here? Who brought you? 117 00:03:42,561 --> 00:03:43,794 I took the bus. 118 00:03:43,828 --> 00:03:46,063 Is this gonna take long? 119 00:03:46,097 --> 00:03:48,132 I have to get back for my history test. 120 00:03:48,166 --> 00:03:50,568 Um, well, I mean, it just kind of sounds like a cold. 121 00:03:50,602 --> 00:03:53,971 I-I know, but it's just (COUGHS) 122 00:03:54,005 --> 00:03:57,474 m-my stomach just hurts when I cough... 123 00:03:57,509 --> 00:03:59,376 or sneeze... 124 00:03:59,411 --> 00:04:00,511 or move sometimes. 125 00:04:00,545 --> 00:04:02,379 Okay. 126 00:04:02,414 --> 00:04:03,414 Let's take a look. 127 00:04:03,448 --> 00:04:06,417 Can you lean back? 128 00:04:06,451 --> 00:04:08,519 Can you lift up your shirt for me? 129 00:04:10,222 --> 00:04:11,522 Also... 130 00:04:11,556 --> 00:04:13,390 I-I'm pregnant. 131 00:04:15,126 --> 00:04:16,860 Okay, you buried the lead there. 132 00:04:16,895 --> 00:04:20,231 - Um, page O.B. - Okay. 133 00:04:20,265 --> 00:04:21,732 I don't understand. You haven't called back any 134 00:04:21,766 --> 00:04:23,601 of the family law attorneys I recommended. 135 00:04:23,635 --> 00:04:25,502 Ma, I really got to prep this nasal reconstruction. 136 00:04:25,537 --> 00:04:26,937 Oh, well. We have choices. 137 00:04:26,972 --> 00:04:28,138 Money is no object. 138 00:04:28,173 --> 00:04:30,574 My baby needs a lawyer, and I'm gonna get you the best. 139 00:04:30,609 --> 00:04:32,343 Oh, I'm done having this conversation. 140 00:04:32,377 --> 00:04:33,611 Reynolds is hard to get a sit-down with, 141 00:04:33,645 --> 00:04:35,679 but you're an Avery, and that ought to get us a phone call. 142 00:04:35,714 --> 00:04:37,214 I'm not sure I want to Avery this yet. 143 00:04:37,249 --> 00:04:40,050 - Oh, yes, you do you want to Avery this. - Mother! 144 00:04:40,085 --> 00:04:43,020 April has the power... all the power. 145 00:04:43,054 --> 00:04:45,923 You better get some power. 146 00:04:48,460 --> 00:04:50,561 So, there's an organ procurement at Overbrook? 147 00:04:50,595 --> 00:04:52,429 Yes, heart and liver. Patient is getting critical. 148 00:04:52,464 --> 00:04:55,299 I am so glad... not about the patient, about the procurement. 149 00:04:55,333 --> 00:04:58,402 It is the perfect excuse to ditch Bailey's budget meeting. 150 00:04:58,436 --> 00:04:59,570 I want to ditch Bailey's budget meeting. 151 00:04:59,604 --> 00:05:00,804 I think we got it covered. 152 00:05:00,839 --> 00:05:02,273 Oh, come on, Owen. It's a budget meeting. 153 00:05:02,307 --> 00:05:04,475 Okay, fine. I'll meet you in the ambulance bay in 10. 154 00:05:04,509 --> 00:05:07,311 DeLuca's getting the coolers. 155 00:05:07,345 --> 00:05:09,980 We're... W-What are you doing? 156 00:05:10,015 --> 00:05:11,882 DeLuca's coming? 157 00:05:11,916 --> 00:05:14,218 (SIRENS WAILING) 158 00:05:14,252 --> 00:05:15,819 Sorry. 159 00:05:15,854 --> 00:05:17,121 Finish up a consult. 160 00:05:17,155 --> 00:05:18,255 What are you doing here? 161 00:05:18,290 --> 00:05:20,457 Pierce asked me to cover a heart recovery with Grey. 162 00:05:20,492 --> 00:05:22,593 It's my heart recovery, and you're making us late. 163 00:05:22,627 --> 00:05:23,727 Well, I got here as soon as I could. 164 00:05:23,762 --> 00:05:25,596 - What happened to Pierce? - Said she had a budget meeting. 165 00:05:25,630 --> 00:05:27,097 She didn't want to ride with DeLuca. 166 00:05:27,132 --> 00:05:27,931 Then why isn't DeLuca here? 167 00:05:27,966 --> 00:05:30,501 - Why am I here? - All right. 168 00:05:30,535 --> 00:05:32,236 We're good. Let's move. 169 00:05:32,270 --> 00:05:33,404 (ENGINE STARTS) 170 00:05:33,438 --> 00:05:34,886 - (SIGHS) - (SIGHS) 171 00:05:34,911 --> 00:05:38,642 - How long have you been feeling pain? - Since like 6 a.m.. 172 00:05:38,677 --> 00:05:39,910 Who's your doctor? 173 00:05:39,944 --> 00:05:41,812 You? 174 00:05:43,982 --> 00:05:46,083 Have you been getting any prenatal care at all? 175 00:05:48,720 --> 00:05:51,422 (SIGHS) 176 00:05:53,158 --> 00:05:54,658 Oh, my God! 177 00:05:54,693 --> 00:05:55,559 That's my mom! 178 00:05:55,593 --> 00:05:57,594 What is she doing here? You called her?! 179 00:05:57,629 --> 00:05:59,163 - No. No, I didn't, but... - She can't know. 180 00:05:59,197 --> 00:06:00,864 - What? - She doesn't know I'm pregnant. 181 00:06:00,899 --> 00:06:03,200 - You can't tell her. Please! - I won't. 182 00:06:03,234 --> 00:06:06,103 - Promise. - Yes, I-I-I promise. 183 00:06:06,137 --> 00:06:08,972 184 00:06:11,715 --> 00:06:15,144 - sync and corrections by Caio - - www.addic7ed.com - 185 00:06:22,927 --> 00:06:23,894 (SIGHS) 186 00:06:23,928 --> 00:06:25,729 Jenny, um, I can help you talk to your mom. 187 00:06:25,763 --> 00:06:27,864 No, y-you can't. She'll freak. 188 00:06:27,899 --> 00:06:30,667 You're pregnant. She's gonna find out soon. 189 00:06:30,701 --> 00:06:32,435 Why not tell her so that she can help you? 190 00:06:32,470 --> 00:06:34,204 Because this is not what we do. 191 00:06:34,238 --> 00:06:36,873 That's what she says any time I forget to do the dishes 192 00:06:36,908 --> 00:06:38,108 or get a "B." 193 00:06:38,142 --> 00:06:40,577 "This is not what we do, Jenny." 194 00:06:40,611 --> 00:06:43,113 I'm not supposed to even have a boyfriend, 195 00:06:43,147 --> 00:06:45,882 so this would (COUGHS) 196 00:06:45,917 --> 00:06:47,517 Ow. 197 00:06:47,552 --> 00:06:49,119 Dr. Kepner, this is... 198 00:06:49,153 --> 00:06:50,353 Jennifer? 199 00:06:50,388 --> 00:06:52,055 What are you doing here? 200 00:06:52,089 --> 00:06:53,256 Did you track my phone again? 201 00:06:53,291 --> 00:06:54,925 Yes, I tracked your phone again. 202 00:06:54,959 --> 00:06:56,726 Mom, that is so invasive. 203 00:06:56,761 --> 00:06:58,762 I pay for the phone. I get to know where it is. 204 00:06:58,796 --> 00:06:59,596 Same goes for you. 205 00:06:59,630 --> 00:07:01,198 It's the middle of the school day! 206 00:07:01,232 --> 00:07:02,799 Why are you even tracking me right now? 207 00:07:02,834 --> 00:07:04,868 Well, you're not in school, are you? 208 00:07:04,902 --> 00:07:07,771 This is not what we do, Jenny. 209 00:07:07,805 --> 00:07:10,106 Hi. Jenny? I'm Dr. Robbins. 210 00:07:10,141 --> 00:07:11,575 Um, I hear that you're having a little... 211 00:07:11,609 --> 00:07:12,576 A little abdominal pain. 212 00:07:12,610 --> 00:07:15,545 Um, and Dr. Robbins is an abdominal doctor, 213 00:07:15,580 --> 00:07:16,680 so, um... 214 00:07:16,714 --> 00:07:19,049 we're gonna take Jenny up to C.T. to get a closer look, 215 00:07:19,083 --> 00:07:20,784 and we'll let you know as soon as we get the results, 216 00:07:20,818 --> 00:07:21,985 all right? 217 00:07:22,019 --> 00:07:22,786 (NO AUDIO) 218 00:07:22,820 --> 00:07:25,488 Hey, hey, guess who's joining you 219 00:07:25,523 --> 00:07:27,257 on Shepherd's DBS implantation. 220 00:07:27,291 --> 00:07:28,491 Uh, can you get me up to speed? 221 00:07:28,526 --> 00:07:29,893 Getting a little face time in with Shepherd 222 00:07:29,927 --> 00:07:30,961 before the meeting tonight? 223 00:07:30,995 --> 00:07:32,796 I am the wind beneath her wings, 224 00:07:32,830 --> 00:07:34,831 and I just need to be sure she remembers that. 225 00:07:34,866 --> 00:07:36,099 - Well, I've got your back. - Ladies. 226 00:07:36,133 --> 00:07:38,268 Let's go. 227 00:07:38,302 --> 00:07:39,336 Whoa, whoa. Wait, wait. 228 00:07:39,370 --> 00:07:40,470 Let me lead. 229 00:07:40,504 --> 00:07:42,272 (SIGHS, CHUCKLES) 230 00:07:44,876 --> 00:07:47,377 (SLOW GUITAR MUSIC PLAYS) 231 00:07:51,883 --> 00:07:53,183 That's very nice. 232 00:07:53,217 --> 00:07:54,985 Oh. (CHUCKLES) 233 00:07:55,019 --> 00:07:57,954 No, don't clap for that. That was... That was garbage. 234 00:07:57,989 --> 00:08:01,424 Uh, Dr. Blake and Dr. Shepherd and, uh... 235 00:08:01,459 --> 00:08:03,026 And who is this? 236 00:08:03,060 --> 00:08:04,494 Haven't seen your face before. 237 00:08:04,528 --> 00:08:05,662 It's a nice face. 238 00:08:05,696 --> 00:08:07,631 This is Dr. Edwards. 239 00:08:07,665 --> 00:08:08,698 God. 240 00:08:08,733 --> 00:08:11,001 Why are all the doctors in this hospital so hot? 241 00:08:11,035 --> 00:08:12,202 - Well, that's... - Seriously. 242 00:08:12,236 --> 00:08:14,004 It's like a... It's like a condition of employment here. 243 00:08:14,038 --> 00:08:15,005 Let's talk about your brain. 244 00:08:15,039 --> 00:08:16,373 Edwards, business time. 245 00:08:16,407 --> 00:08:18,108 Kyle Diaz, 34. 246 00:08:18,142 --> 00:08:19,776 Diagnosed two years ago 247 00:08:19,810 --> 00:08:21,778 with relapsing and remitting multiple sclerosis. 248 00:08:21,812 --> 00:08:23,213 Increased symptoms recently. 249 00:08:23,247 --> 00:08:24,381 How come you know so much about me 250 00:08:24,415 --> 00:08:25,548 and I haven't even met you yet? 251 00:08:25,583 --> 00:08:28,885 Symptoms include persistent tremor in the right hand. 252 00:08:28,920 --> 00:08:29,886 Yeah, this damn thing 253 00:08:29,921 --> 00:08:32,989 showed up right as I was landing a 13-city tour. 254 00:08:33,024 --> 00:08:35,558 Uh, only time I had bad timing. 255 00:08:35,593 --> 00:08:37,227 I prayed for a long time for this break. 256 00:08:37,261 --> 00:08:39,029 - I mean, this is... - This is big. 257 00:08:39,063 --> 00:08:41,031 Yeah, it's huge for me. I mean, I'm the opening act. 258 00:08:41,065 --> 00:08:44,000 The audience won't be there to see me, but, uh... (CHUCKLES) 259 00:08:44,035 --> 00:08:45,902 But I swear they'll leave knowing my name. 260 00:08:45,937 --> 00:08:48,638 And I have to kick ass, but I can't. 261 00:08:48,673 --> 00:08:51,374 Not with this... wobbly hand. 262 00:08:51,409 --> 00:08:53,910 Well, deep brain stimulation has been proven 263 00:08:53,945 --> 00:08:55,879 to help alleviate intractable tremors like yours. 264 00:08:55,913 --> 00:08:58,415 So, when I wake up, maybe I can show you how I really play. 265 00:08:58,449 --> 00:09:00,350 (CHUCKLES) 266 00:09:00,384 --> 00:09:02,218 The... plan 267 00:09:02,253 --> 00:09:04,754 is to actually keep you conscious while we operate, 268 00:09:04,789 --> 00:09:07,357 using M.R.I. images to target the general area of concern. 269 00:09:07,391 --> 00:09:10,060 - Hmm. - Blake? 270 00:09:10,094 --> 00:09:14,030 No, I figured we'd be using intraoperative micro-recordings 271 00:09:14,065 --> 00:09:15,298 to precisely locate the nucleus. 272 00:09:15,333 --> 00:09:18,768 Exactly, and how will we know when the procedure is working? 273 00:09:18,803 --> 00:09:22,339 Having our patient perform delicate motor skills 274 00:09:22,373 --> 00:09:24,074 while we introduce the electrodes. 275 00:09:24,108 --> 00:09:25,909 In Kyle's case, he will play the guitar. 276 00:09:25,943 --> 00:09:28,011 Wait. So, I'm (CHUCKLES) 277 00:09:28,045 --> 00:09:29,879 I'm gonna play the guitar 278 00:09:29,914 --> 00:09:33,049 while you are poking around in my brain? 279 00:09:33,084 --> 00:09:35,018 That way, we can know exactly when we've nailed the tremor. 280 00:09:35,052 --> 00:09:37,187 Well, that's impossible. 281 00:09:37,221 --> 00:09:38,421 No, it's possible. 282 00:09:38,456 --> 00:09:39,789 You'll be awake and able to play. 283 00:09:39,824 --> 00:09:40,790 No, for you. 284 00:09:40,825 --> 00:09:42,258 I mean, I don't know if you know what happens 285 00:09:42,293 --> 00:09:43,226 when... when women hear me play. 286 00:09:43,260 --> 00:09:45,795 Your hand is gonna get a little shaky. 287 00:09:45,830 --> 00:09:47,297 Well, I'll push through it. 288 00:09:47,331 --> 00:09:49,933 And Blake and I will be performing the operation. 289 00:09:49,967 --> 00:09:51,067 Edwards, I need you with Kyle. 290 00:09:51,102 --> 00:09:53,470 I'll be... Blake's assisting? 291 00:09:53,504 --> 00:09:55,138 I need you to monitor the tremor, 292 00:09:55,172 --> 00:09:56,439 let us know when we got it. 293 00:09:59,110 --> 00:10:00,643 Well... 294 00:10:00,678 --> 00:10:02,345 it's gonna be one hell of a first date. 295 00:10:04,181 --> 00:10:06,082 ARIZONA: (SIGHS) 296 00:10:06,117 --> 00:10:08,618 (WOMAN SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY ON P.A.) 297 00:10:20,798 --> 00:10:22,232 Her mother really doesn't know? 298 00:10:22,266 --> 00:10:23,366 Nope. 299 00:10:23,401 --> 00:10:26,436 That's got to be a lot of work, hiding it for this long. 300 00:10:26,470 --> 00:10:28,071 Yeah. It is. 301 00:10:28,105 --> 00:10:30,173 It's a hard thing to keep under wraps. 302 00:10:30,207 --> 00:10:31,941 (DOOR OPENS, CLOSES) 303 00:10:35,813 --> 00:10:38,281 Aren't we sort of obligated to tell the mother she's pregnant? 304 00:10:38,315 --> 00:10:39,649 I mean, if the kid's in danger... 305 00:10:39,683 --> 00:10:41,751 Mm, legally we're obligated not to, 306 00:10:41,786 --> 00:10:42,786 unless the patient gives us permission. 307 00:10:42,820 --> 00:10:44,187 If it were my kid, I'd want us to break that law. 308 00:10:44,221 --> 00:10:45,655 - (COMPUTER BEEPING) - Oh, Warren. 309 00:10:45,689 --> 00:10:47,023 What do you see here? 310 00:10:47,058 --> 00:10:48,425 Blood in the lesser sac. 311 00:10:48,459 --> 00:10:50,427 Is that an aneurysm? 312 00:10:50,461 --> 00:10:52,262 Yeah. Splenic artery aneurysm. 313 00:10:52,296 --> 00:10:53,430 What are the risks? 314 00:10:53,464 --> 00:10:55,999 If it bursts, it could cause an instant massive hemorrhage. 315 00:10:56,033 --> 00:10:57,667 The patient and the baby both could bleed to death. 316 00:10:57,701 --> 00:10:59,869 - (BREATHES DEEPLY) - Now can we tell the mother? 317 00:10:59,904 --> 00:11:01,938 - No. - Yes. 318 00:11:05,242 --> 00:11:06,476 RICHARD: Hmm. 319 00:11:06,510 --> 00:11:08,445 Is that your name up there? 320 00:11:08,479 --> 00:11:10,368 (SIGHS) Seems that way. 321 00:11:10,438 --> 00:11:13,507 Bowel resection with Dr. Webber. 322 00:11:13,542 --> 00:11:15,176 They say he's good. 323 00:11:15,210 --> 00:11:16,777 Easy on the eyes, too. 324 00:11:16,812 --> 00:11:18,712 Some men would send flowers. 325 00:11:18,747 --> 00:11:21,448 Nasty-ass necrotic bowel is nice, too. 326 00:11:21,483 --> 00:11:23,884 - Mm-hmm. - Complicated procedure. 327 00:11:23,919 --> 00:11:26,086 Gives us time to talk. 328 00:11:26,121 --> 00:11:29,056 And since we are at work... 329 00:11:29,090 --> 00:11:31,725 no subject is off limits. 330 00:11:32,961 --> 00:11:35,796 I'll see you in the scrub room, Dr. Avery. 331 00:11:35,831 --> 00:11:37,298 You can yammer on all you want. 332 00:11:37,332 --> 00:11:39,934 Doesn't mean I have to listen. 333 00:11:39,968 --> 00:11:41,936 (HORNS HONKING) 334 00:11:41,970 --> 00:11:43,771 (SIGHS) 335 00:11:48,443 --> 00:11:50,444 (SIGHS) 336 00:11:50,478 --> 00:11:53,614 So, who do you like for this Preminger thing? 337 00:11:53,648 --> 00:11:55,916 You know, who I don't work with is Edwards, 338 00:11:55,951 --> 00:11:57,418 but Cristina really liked her. 339 00:11:57,452 --> 00:11:59,320 Amelia loves her. Why aren't we moving? 340 00:11:59,354 --> 00:12:01,922 - Bridge traffic. - Amelia moved back in, you know? 341 00:12:01,957 --> 00:12:02,957 - Did you know that? - No. 342 00:12:02,991 --> 00:12:04,425 She was asking about you. 343 00:12:04,459 --> 00:12:06,093 Yeah, well, you can tell her that I'm not an alcoholic 344 00:12:06,127 --> 00:12:07,161 if that's what she's worried about. 345 00:12:07,195 --> 00:12:08,395 I don't think that's what she was worried about. 346 00:12:08,430 --> 00:12:10,598 I think she's one. That's what she's worried about. 347 00:12:10,632 --> 00:12:12,933 (SIGHS) 348 00:12:12,968 --> 00:12:14,802 Shepherd? 349 00:12:14,836 --> 00:12:15,936 Shepherd drinks. 350 00:12:15,971 --> 00:12:17,338 I bought her one once. 351 00:12:17,372 --> 00:12:18,339 When? 352 00:12:18,373 --> 00:12:20,007 Months ago. 353 00:12:20,041 --> 00:12:20,975 I didn't know. 354 00:12:21,009 --> 00:12:22,910 - You did that. - What? 355 00:12:22,944 --> 00:12:24,745 - You did that to her?! - I did what? I didn't know. 356 00:12:24,779 --> 00:12:25,679 I-I asked her. She said yes. 357 00:12:25,714 --> 00:12:26,847 She didn't tell me she was an alcoholic. 358 00:12:26,882 --> 00:12:28,015 - You did it! - Hold on! Wait! 359 00:12:28,049 --> 00:12:29,450 We have a job to do. 360 00:12:29,484 --> 00:12:31,485 The two of you can kill each other later. 361 00:12:34,856 --> 00:12:37,658 A bubble in my artery? 362 00:12:37,692 --> 00:12:39,526 - Did I hurt the baby? - No, no. 363 00:12:39,561 --> 00:12:41,795 It's so big that even a sneeze could have made it bleed. 364 00:12:41,830 --> 00:12:43,931 Yeah, and the good news is that the bleeding has stopped, 365 00:12:43,965 --> 00:12:47,668 but the splenic aneurysm could burst at any moment. 366 00:12:47,702 --> 00:12:49,837 Yeah, which would be very dangerous 367 00:12:49,871 --> 00:12:51,338 for you and for your baby. 368 00:12:51,373 --> 00:12:53,607 Oh, God. Oh, God. 369 00:12:53,642 --> 00:12:55,476 APRIL: Jenny, listen, I can fix this. 370 00:12:55,510 --> 00:12:58,145 I can operate and make sure that it doesn't bleed. 371 00:12:58,179 --> 00:13:00,347 Surgery? Unh-unh. 372 00:13:00,382 --> 00:13:02,549 If we do surgery, my mom will find out for sure. 373 00:13:02,584 --> 00:13:03,550 Maybe she should. 374 00:13:03,585 --> 00:13:05,070 I mean, don't you want your mom's help and... 375 00:13:05,125 --> 00:13:06,191 No! 376 00:13:06,438 --> 00:13:10,107 She'll send me away o-or make me give my baby away. 377 00:13:10,132 --> 00:13:13,235 Can't you just give me some pill to make it stay the way it is? 378 00:13:13,269 --> 00:13:14,803 We could give it time. 379 00:13:14,837 --> 00:13:16,738 Keep you under close observation. 380 00:13:16,772 --> 00:13:19,574 And there's a chance that it could resolve on its own. 381 00:13:19,609 --> 00:13:21,643 Then let's do that. We'll wait. 382 00:13:21,677 --> 00:13:23,778 Jenny, it's far less dangerous 383 00:13:23,813 --> 00:13:25,113 to do something about it right now. 384 00:13:25,147 --> 00:13:26,848 I think if your mom had the information, 385 00:13:26,883 --> 00:13:28,483 - she would... she would opt... - You said we can wait. 386 00:13:28,517 --> 00:13:30,285 I want to wait. 387 00:13:30,319 --> 00:13:31,853 Okay. 388 00:13:31,888 --> 00:13:34,155 Then we wait. 389 00:13:36,859 --> 00:13:38,860 The better option is surgery. 390 00:13:38,895 --> 00:13:40,829 The only reason she's choosing to wait 391 00:13:40,863 --> 00:13:42,964 is to avoid telling her mother that she's pregnant. 392 00:13:42,999 --> 00:13:45,800 She has the right to tell her mom when she's ready. 393 00:13:45,835 --> 00:13:47,836 She's 14! 394 00:13:47,870 --> 00:13:50,438 She needs her mom's help to make this decision. 395 00:13:50,473 --> 00:13:53,308 Y-You're thinking like a mother because you're about to be one, 396 00:13:53,342 --> 00:13:54,509 but you're not. 397 00:13:54,543 --> 00:13:55,610 You're not her mother. 398 00:13:55,645 --> 00:13:57,379 We're her doctors. 399 00:13:57,413 --> 00:13:58,947 What if it were Sofia? 400 00:13:58,981 --> 00:14:00,849 April! We can't. 401 00:14:00,883 --> 00:14:03,852 We can tell her about the splenic bleed, but not about the pregnancy. 402 00:14:03,886 --> 00:14:05,854 She's just gonna put her baby and herself at risk. 403 00:14:05,888 --> 00:14:07,489 Jenny's the patient. 404 00:14:07,523 --> 00:14:09,057 She has the final say. 405 00:14:09,091 --> 00:14:11,793 It's the end of the discussion. 406 00:14:20,070 --> 00:14:22,764 This day is already on my nerves. 407 00:14:22,789 --> 00:14:25,297 I've rounded on both Grey and Torres' services. 408 00:14:25,313 --> 00:14:27,014 I've finished their post-op notes. 409 00:14:27,048 --> 00:14:28,983 My beautiful, genius brain 410 00:14:29,017 --> 00:14:30,050 is on fire. 411 00:14:30,085 --> 00:14:31,018 I'm gonna get this grant. 412 00:14:31,052 --> 00:14:33,821 My beautiful, genius brain is being wasted. 413 00:14:33,855 --> 00:14:35,689 I've got to hold hands with a hot rock star 414 00:14:35,724 --> 00:14:37,491 while Blake assists with his brain surgery. 415 00:14:37,525 --> 00:14:39,059 Ooh, wait. Back up. 416 00:14:39,094 --> 00:14:41,061 No, no, don't. 417 00:14:41,096 --> 00:14:42,629 He's hot, but he's nasty hot. 418 00:14:42,664 --> 00:14:44,331 Like in-your-face hot. 419 00:14:44,366 --> 00:14:46,467 He keeps aggressively eye-sexing me. 420 00:14:46,501 --> 00:14:48,869 He's not my kind of thing. It's a distraction. 421 00:14:48,903 --> 00:14:51,238 Oh, God, I haven't had sex in so long. 422 00:14:51,272 --> 00:14:53,540 Oh. I had sex this morning. 423 00:14:55,610 --> 00:14:56,777 I thought we were sharing. 424 00:14:56,811 --> 00:15:01,248 The point is, Shepherd needs to see me shine today, 425 00:15:01,282 --> 00:15:03,817 and there is Blake being all shiny, too. 426 00:15:03,852 --> 00:15:05,352 (GASPS) I knew it. 427 00:15:05,387 --> 00:15:07,755 You hate that Shepherd is taking Blake under her wing. 428 00:15:07,789 --> 00:15:09,423 Because it's my wing! 429 00:15:09,457 --> 00:15:12,326 Blake has been on neuro for, what, two weeks? 430 00:15:12,360 --> 00:15:14,495 And she gets to scrub in over me? 431 00:15:14,529 --> 00:15:15,496 Really? 432 00:15:15,530 --> 00:15:17,331 Blake probably can't even clip an aneurysm. 433 00:15:17,365 --> 00:15:18,365 - Stephanie... - No. 434 00:15:18,400 --> 00:15:19,733 Come on, she's from Dillard. 435 00:15:26,408 --> 00:15:27,908 (WATER RUNNING) 436 00:15:27,942 --> 00:15:29,746 All right, listen, I know you don't want to, but... 437 00:15:29,771 --> 00:15:31,168 No, you listen. 438 00:15:31,212 --> 00:15:33,881 She sat across that table, looked my son in the eye, 439 00:15:33,915 --> 00:15:36,383 didn't say a damn thing about the pregnancy, 440 00:15:36,418 --> 00:15:38,385 treating him like he's some inconvenience, 441 00:15:38,420 --> 00:15:39,853 and he is the baby's father. 442 00:15:39,888 --> 00:15:40,788 Well, that may be true, 443 00:15:40,822 --> 00:15:42,456 but we should be helping them through this. 444 00:15:42,490 --> 00:15:44,792 What choice do we have other than to fight? 445 00:15:44,826 --> 00:15:45,959 A lawsuit, though? 446 00:15:45,994 --> 00:15:48,629 If Jackson can make a case that April committed fraud, 447 00:15:48,663 --> 00:15:51,598 he's get a shot at getting full custody of that baby. 448 00:15:51,633 --> 00:15:54,368 If April's gonna fight dirty, Jackson can, too. 449 00:15:54,402 --> 00:15:56,370 - This is about my grandchild. - Oh, really? 450 00:15:56,404 --> 00:15:57,938 Because I don't see a grandchild. 451 00:15:57,972 --> 00:15:59,773 All I see are two kids in trouble. 452 00:15:59,808 --> 00:16:01,742 And they aren't your kids. 453 00:16:01,776 --> 00:16:03,510 Maybe just keep your opinions to yourself. 454 00:16:05,080 --> 00:16:08,315 Understood. 455 00:16:08,349 --> 00:16:10,417 But you're my wife. 456 00:16:10,452 --> 00:16:11,385 And I think I should be able 457 00:16:11,419 --> 00:16:12,886 to tell you when you're making a wrong turn, 458 00:16:12,921 --> 00:16:14,588 and this is a very wrong turn. 459 00:16:16,825 --> 00:16:20,427 (DOOR OPENS) 460 00:16:20,462 --> 00:16:22,963 NATHAN: I can't believe we sat in traffic for an hour. 461 00:16:22,997 --> 00:16:24,498 You can just relax. We made it. 462 00:16:24,532 --> 00:16:26,400 What are they doing? Are they already recovering the heart? 463 00:16:26,434 --> 00:16:29,303 No, no. Hunt, something's wrong. 464 00:16:29,337 --> 00:16:30,204 Hey, what are you doing to our heart? 465 00:16:30,238 --> 00:16:31,805 Crapped the bed about two minutes ago. 466 00:16:31,840 --> 00:16:32,806 You guys are Grey-Sloan? 467 00:16:32,841 --> 00:16:33,841 - What are you saying? - Lidocaine. 468 00:16:33,875 --> 00:16:35,109 It's in V-fib. Arrhythmic. 469 00:16:35,143 --> 00:16:37,344 We're trying to keep it pumping to perfuse the other organs. 470 00:16:37,378 --> 00:16:38,312 Okay, move aside. Let me see. 471 00:16:38,346 --> 00:16:40,981 You told me this was a good healthy heart! 472 00:16:41,015 --> 00:16:42,516 He became hyperkalemic. 473 00:16:42,550 --> 00:16:43,650 We tried to reverse it with insulin. 474 00:16:43,685 --> 00:16:44,651 Then why is it fibrillating now?! 475 00:16:44,686 --> 00:16:45,919 Okay, Hunt, just let me work. Charge it 20. 476 00:16:45,954 --> 00:16:46,571 WOMAN: Charge. 477 00:16:46,596 --> 00:16:48,422 MEREDITH: We have no heart, we have no liver. 478 00:16:48,456 --> 00:16:50,190 One's no good without the other, they'll reallocate it. 479 00:16:50,225 --> 00:16:51,625 - Riggs? - Clear! 480 00:16:51,659 --> 00:16:53,393 - (MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY) - (GRUNTS) 481 00:16:54,696 --> 00:16:56,029 Come on! 482 00:16:56,064 --> 00:16:57,865 Come on, baby! Come on! 483 00:16:57,899 --> 00:17:00,567 (MONITOR BEEPS SLOWLY) 484 00:17:06,508 --> 00:17:09,109 It's gone. 485 00:17:09,144 --> 00:17:10,310 This heart's dead. I'm sorry. 486 00:17:14,482 --> 00:17:16,250 (BOX SLAMS) 487 00:17:19,320 --> 00:17:22,122 AMELIA: We need to do the calculations with M.R.I. 488 00:17:22,157 --> 00:17:24,124 I need someone to go supervise Kyle's head frame. 489 00:17:24,159 --> 00:17:25,125 - I can do it. - I can do it. 490 00:17:25,160 --> 00:17:26,426 Blake, go. 491 00:17:29,430 --> 00:17:31,865 I was hoping to be in the field, assisting. 492 00:17:31,900 --> 00:17:33,967 I need you with Kyle. He likes you. 493 00:17:34,002 --> 00:17:35,536 He thinks I'm a challenge. 494 00:17:35,570 --> 00:17:36,403 Correctly. 495 00:17:36,437 --> 00:17:38,572 Then challenge him. He'll be calmer. 496 00:17:38,606 --> 00:17:40,174 (SIGHS) 497 00:17:40,208 --> 00:17:42,242 (MOUSE CLICKING) 498 00:17:45,346 --> 00:17:48,123 So, the Preminger Grant nomination is tonight. 499 00:17:48,148 --> 00:17:49,049 Edwards. 500 00:17:49,083 --> 00:17:52,586 I'm not gonna discuss a confidential recommendation. 501 00:17:52,620 --> 00:17:54,555 I know. I'm not asking. 502 00:17:54,589 --> 00:17:56,857 Mm. 503 00:17:56,891 --> 00:18:00,661 I'm just hoping you bear in mind our significant history 504 00:18:00,695 --> 00:18:02,062 - when making your recommendation. - Edwards! 505 00:18:02,096 --> 00:18:03,096 I'm not asking! 506 00:18:03,131 --> 00:18:04,998 (MOUSE CLICKS) 507 00:18:05,033 --> 00:18:06,700 Edwards, look at me. 508 00:18:06,734 --> 00:18:09,436 You and I are not allowed to discuss 509 00:18:09,470 --> 00:18:12,372 whether or not I will be singing your praises 510 00:18:12,407 --> 00:18:15,042 to Dr. Bailey tonight. 511 00:18:15,076 --> 00:18:16,677 To do so... 512 00:18:16,711 --> 00:18:21,181 would be unprofessional, unethical, and not at all cool, 513 00:18:21,216 --> 00:18:24,251 so... I am not going to discuss it. 514 00:18:24,285 --> 00:18:26,553 - Understood? - Understood. 515 00:18:26,588 --> 00:18:27,554 All right. 516 00:18:27,589 --> 00:18:30,190 517 00:18:33,628 --> 00:18:36,964 She said, "She's from Dillard," like it's a welding school. 518 00:18:36,998 --> 00:18:38,398 - And what'd you say? - Nothing. 519 00:18:38,433 --> 00:18:39,533 I just stood there. 520 00:18:39,567 --> 00:18:40,467 Ouch. 521 00:18:40,501 --> 00:18:42,202 I know, I know. I didn't have my words. 522 00:18:42,237 --> 00:18:44,438 Why didn't... why didn't I have my words?! 523 00:18:44,472 --> 00:18:45,639 Well, just say your words now. 524 00:18:45,673 --> 00:18:46,573 Okay, okay. 525 00:18:46,608 --> 00:18:47,808 I... 526 00:18:47,842 --> 00:18:49,376 thought we were friends. 527 00:18:49,410 --> 00:18:51,144 No. Weak. Better words. 528 00:18:51,179 --> 00:18:55,048 I know this place can be competitive... 529 00:18:55,083 --> 00:18:57,951 and that you can be an insecure bitch sometimes, 530 00:18:57,986 --> 00:19:00,787 but you would not be talking behind my back 531 00:19:00,822 --> 00:19:02,556 if you weren't scared to death 532 00:19:02,590 --> 00:19:04,825 that somebody might give you a run for your money! 533 00:19:04,859 --> 00:19:08,762 And I might be from Dillard, but I am here now. 534 00:19:08,796 --> 00:19:11,064 I'm right behind you, breathing down your neck, 535 00:19:11,099 --> 00:19:13,834 and I am a dark freakin' horse! 536 00:19:13,868 --> 00:19:15,969 Drop the mike and walk away. 537 00:19:16,004 --> 00:19:17,471 You can break me down and shake me 538 00:19:17,505 --> 00:19:19,239 Don't try to rearrange me 539 00:19:19,274 --> 00:19:20,941 No way that you can change me, it's impossible 540 00:19:20,975 --> 00:19:22,576 And I'm having sex tonight. 541 00:19:22,610 --> 00:19:24,745 - (SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY) - Hey. 542 00:19:24,779 --> 00:19:26,513 I'm inviting all you lovely people 543 00:19:26,547 --> 00:19:27,781 over to the house tonight for dinner. 544 00:19:27,815 --> 00:19:31,151 Oh. Like a... Like a dinner party. 545 00:19:31,185 --> 00:19:32,486 We're not doing that again. 546 00:19:32,520 --> 00:19:33,420 Just takeout. Whatever. 547 00:19:33,454 --> 00:19:34,621 Just come over at 8:00, and I'll feed you. 548 00:19:34,656 --> 00:19:36,857 But we have the nomination meeting for the Preminger Grant. 549 00:19:36,891 --> 00:19:37,824 Fine. 8:30. 550 00:19:37,859 --> 00:19:40,627 Ben and Bailey will be going home at 8:30. 551 00:19:40,662 --> 00:19:41,828 I'm having great sex tonight. 552 00:19:41,863 --> 00:19:43,263 I might be having sex tonight. 553 00:19:43,298 --> 00:19:44,765 I mean, I don't know yet. We don't really plan it. 554 00:19:44,799 --> 00:19:46,800 (LAUGHS) 555 00:19:46,834 --> 00:19:48,168 You guys have to come. 556 00:19:48,202 --> 00:19:49,803 Amelia just moved back in, 557 00:19:49,837 --> 00:19:52,606 and Meredith and Amelia need to ease into it, okay, 558 00:19:52,640 --> 00:19:54,675 or it's gonna be... It'll be... 559 00:19:54,709 --> 00:19:55,842 (SIGHS) 560 00:19:55,877 --> 00:19:57,444 It's gonna start as something small 561 00:19:57,478 --> 00:19:59,646 that will snowball into something big, 562 00:19:59,681 --> 00:20:00,881 and there will be blood. 563 00:20:00,915 --> 00:20:03,216 This thing is fragile. 564 00:20:03,251 --> 00:20:06,186 But if you guys are there, then it can stay nice. 565 00:20:06,220 --> 00:20:07,154 Oh! 566 00:20:07,188 --> 00:20:08,689 Oh, so, you want us to come to be a buffer? 567 00:20:08,723 --> 00:20:10,624 Yes. Thank you. 568 00:20:10,658 --> 00:20:11,858 - Mm-hmm. - Like a human shield? 569 00:20:11,893 --> 00:20:13,493 You get it. So, you'll be there? 570 00:20:13,528 --> 00:20:14,661 - No. God, no. - Sex. 571 00:20:14,696 --> 00:20:16,697 Now you're gonna have to watch 572 00:20:16,731 --> 00:20:19,800 So, for now, we wait to see if your daughter's abdominal bleed 573 00:20:19,834 --> 00:20:21,301 resolves on its own. 574 00:20:21,336 --> 00:20:23,737 You think waiting is the best option? 575 00:20:23,771 --> 00:20:25,505 Well, it's what Jenny wants. 576 00:20:25,540 --> 00:20:27,908 Jenny is 14. 577 00:20:27,942 --> 00:20:30,477 When I was 14, I was stealing street signs 578 00:20:30,511 --> 00:20:32,512 and getting knocked up by my loser boyfriend, 579 00:20:32,547 --> 00:20:35,082 so forgive me for not trusting a 14-year-old 580 00:20:35,116 --> 00:20:36,583 to make judgment calls. 581 00:20:36,617 --> 00:20:38,418 I'm asking what you think. 582 00:20:38,453 --> 00:20:41,555 I think that surgery is the better option. 583 00:20:41,589 --> 00:20:44,358 Then that's what we'll do. 584 00:20:44,392 --> 00:20:46,026 Of course, you know, with surgery, 585 00:20:46,060 --> 00:20:48,261 there are... are always risks. 586 00:20:48,296 --> 00:20:51,698 Surgery would happen when? 587 00:20:51,733 --> 00:20:54,701 Today or... 588 00:20:54,736 --> 00:20:57,170 Actually, there is one more thing. 589 00:20:57,205 --> 00:20:58,538 Dr. Kepner. 590 00:20:58,573 --> 00:21:00,607 What is it? What are not you telling me?! 591 00:21:00,641 --> 00:21:03,777 There is also the risk that Jenny could lose her baby. 592 00:21:03,811 --> 00:21:05,579 Her what? 593 00:21:05,613 --> 00:21:07,414 Jenny is pregnant. 594 00:21:10,918 --> 00:21:12,719 (GASPS) 595 00:21:17,816 --> 00:21:19,345 - How long? - Mom, listen... 596 00:21:19,370 --> 00:21:20,337 How long?! 597 00:21:20,371 --> 00:21:23,198 I... I don't know. Like a few months or something. 598 00:21:24,253 --> 00:21:25,954 Why would you tell her?! 599 00:21:25,988 --> 00:21:27,542 Look at me, not them. Me. 600 00:21:27,630 --> 00:21:31,933 How many times have I told you, "Be careful, be smart"? 601 00:21:31,967 --> 00:21:33,501 Not to end up like me. 602 00:21:33,536 --> 00:21:35,136 How many times?! 603 00:21:35,171 --> 00:21:37,806 Yeah, Mom, like a million times 604 00:21:37,840 --> 00:21:40,762 that I am your biggest, stupidest mistake! 605 00:21:40,787 --> 00:21:44,023 Sorry I messed up your life so bad! 606 00:21:44,057 --> 00:21:45,491 Jennifer, that is not what I meant! 607 00:21:45,526 --> 00:21:48,427 And I'm sorry I'm screwing my life up, too! 608 00:21:48,462 --> 00:21:49,595 Go ahead. 609 00:21:49,630 --> 00:21:51,831 I'm just waiting for you to say it... 610 00:21:51,865 --> 00:21:53,733 "This is not what we do, Jenny"! 611 00:21:53,767 --> 00:21:55,067 It's not. 612 00:21:55,102 --> 00:21:56,435 You screwed this up. 613 00:21:56,470 --> 00:21:57,603 She needed to know all the risks. 614 00:21:57,638 --> 00:21:58,771 - No, she didn't. - Yes, she did. 615 00:21:58,805 --> 00:22:01,200 If she was gonna convince Jenny to get that surgery, yes. 616 00:22:01,208 --> 00:22:02,875 How's that going so far? 617 00:22:02,909 --> 00:22:05,578 - There's a risk either way. - (SIGHS) 618 00:22:05,612 --> 00:22:07,112 Are you done with your side? 619 00:22:07,147 --> 00:22:08,214 Ah, working on it. 620 00:22:08,248 --> 00:22:09,048 It's just these... 621 00:22:09,082 --> 00:22:11,083 Damn adhesions. Yeah, I see them. 622 00:22:11,117 --> 00:22:13,385 Yeah. 623 00:22:13,420 --> 00:22:14,353 I've been here before. 624 00:22:14,387 --> 00:22:17,769 We need enough space to get a secure closure. 625 00:22:17,794 --> 00:22:19,461 I'm talking about Jackson. 626 00:22:19,496 --> 00:22:20,596 Looped PDS. 627 00:22:20,630 --> 00:22:26,435 Jackson's father could be loving and generous and fun. 628 00:22:26,469 --> 00:22:29,371 He also could be a child... selfish, spiteful. 629 00:22:29,406 --> 00:22:32,041 When we ended, he just wanted to hurt me, 630 00:22:32,075 --> 00:22:34,443 so he took the only thing that mattered. 631 00:22:34,477 --> 00:22:36,078 He took Jackson. 632 00:22:36,112 --> 00:22:37,446 He took him across country, 633 00:22:37,480 --> 00:22:39,448 thought he could take my boy from me 634 00:22:39,482 --> 00:22:41,450 and that I would just roll over. 635 00:22:41,484 --> 00:22:43,385 I told him he didn't know who the hell he married. 636 00:22:43,420 --> 00:22:45,754 I fought for my son, 637 00:22:45,789 --> 00:22:47,589 and I'm not about to stop fighting. 638 00:22:47,624 --> 00:22:52,561 Richard, war is ugly, senseless, and scary as hell, 639 00:22:52,595 --> 00:22:56,598 but there are some things worth going to war over. 640 00:23:01,204 --> 00:23:03,238 Maybe you can close without me. 641 00:23:08,144 --> 00:23:11,680 We can monitor each cell in his brain. 642 00:23:11,714 --> 00:23:13,649 Mm-hmm. 643 00:23:13,683 --> 00:23:17,252 Dr. Shepherd, you have plus 10 y, minus 20 on z. 644 00:23:17,287 --> 00:23:19,088 Almost there. 645 00:23:19,122 --> 00:23:20,589 Keep him talking. 646 00:23:20,623 --> 00:23:23,292 Kyle, what kind of music do you play? 647 00:23:23,326 --> 00:23:24,693 Oh, now you want to get to know me? 648 00:23:24,727 --> 00:23:25,661 Right now, it's my job. 649 00:23:25,695 --> 00:23:27,629 How's he doing, Edwards? 650 00:23:27,664 --> 00:23:30,332 Why don't you... 651 00:23:30,366 --> 00:23:32,167 try to play me something? 652 00:23:35,638 --> 00:23:37,206 (CHORD PLAYS) 653 00:23:37,240 --> 00:23:40,609 Uh, persistent tremor. No improvement. 654 00:23:40,643 --> 00:23:42,211 Don't you think it's a little weird 655 00:23:42,245 --> 00:23:44,546 that you're seeing the inside of my brain 656 00:23:44,581 --> 00:23:47,015 and you haven't seen the inside of my apartment? 657 00:23:47,050 --> 00:23:49,284 You do not know when to quit, do you? 658 00:23:49,319 --> 00:23:51,854 Come on. Amuse me. 659 00:23:51,888 --> 00:23:55,591 You said it's, like, your job or something. 660 00:23:57,727 --> 00:23:59,695 Dr. Shepherd, he's developed a left facial droop. 661 00:23:59,729 --> 00:24:01,029 Signal's getting distorted. 662 00:24:01,064 --> 00:24:03,532 I have a small hemorrhage here. What next? 663 00:24:03,566 --> 00:24:05,501 Uh, pull back on the probe, close him up, 664 00:24:05,535 --> 00:24:06,368 and wait for the bleed to stop. 665 00:24:06,402 --> 00:24:07,302 Or you can control the bleed right now. 666 00:24:07,337 --> 00:24:09,571 Use a biopsy needle to irrigate the bleed, 667 00:24:09,606 --> 00:24:11,673 then dilute and suction until it stops. 668 00:24:11,708 --> 00:24:13,008 Good call, Edwards. 669 00:24:13,042 --> 00:24:14,376 Biopsy needle. 670 00:24:14,410 --> 00:24:17,012 I ca... I can't feel parts of my face. 671 00:24:17,046 --> 00:24:17,913 What is happening? 672 00:24:17,947 --> 00:24:19,581 You have a very small bleed in your brain. 673 00:24:19,616 --> 00:24:21,917 Don't worry... Dr. Shepherd has it under control. 674 00:24:21,951 --> 00:24:23,785 Syringe. Blake, now. 675 00:24:25,054 --> 00:24:25,921 What's she doing? 676 00:24:25,955 --> 00:24:28,991 She's free-styling. 677 00:24:29,025 --> 00:24:31,426 She's a rock star, too. 678 00:24:31,461 --> 00:24:33,462 All right, I'm right here. 679 00:24:36,633 --> 00:24:37,666 (BREATHES SHARPLY) 680 00:24:37,700 --> 00:24:38,567 What happened? 681 00:24:38,601 --> 00:24:40,602 I was giving her a routine abdominal exam 682 00:24:40,637 --> 00:24:42,037 when her pressure bottomed out. 683 00:24:42,071 --> 00:24:44,706 It hurts... so much. 684 00:24:44,741 --> 00:24:45,407 Tell me what's wrong. 685 00:24:45,441 --> 00:24:48,610 We're gonna take a look, okay? 686 00:24:48,645 --> 00:24:51,580 BEN: She's hypotensive, and her crit's at 18. 687 00:24:51,614 --> 00:24:53,882 - Tell me what's happening. - It's not labor. 688 00:24:53,917 --> 00:24:55,784 Your aneurysm has ruptured, 689 00:24:55,818 --> 00:24:57,119 and I know you didn't want surgery, 690 00:24:57,153 --> 00:24:57,920 but now we have no choice. 691 00:24:57,954 --> 00:24:59,254 We're gonna get you into the O.R. 692 00:24:59,289 --> 00:25:01,723 - Mom? - They've got you, honey. 693 00:25:01,758 --> 00:25:03,425 Everything is gonna be fine. 694 00:25:03,960 --> 00:25:04,760 (GASPS) 695 00:25:04,794 --> 00:25:06,828 696 00:25:11,100 --> 00:25:12,701 - What a waste. - How's that? 697 00:25:12,735 --> 00:25:14,102 Such a waste. 698 00:25:14,137 --> 00:25:15,604 The heart. 699 00:25:15,638 --> 00:25:16,471 I'm sorry for your guy. 700 00:25:16,506 --> 00:25:18,307 Well, maybe if we'd gotten here sooner. 701 00:25:18,341 --> 00:25:19,775 Well, it wouldn't have made a difference. 702 00:25:19,809 --> 00:25:21,276 The heart was in V-fib. Damage was done. 703 00:25:21,311 --> 00:25:22,711 - They should have known... - You're right, you're right. 704 00:25:22,745 --> 00:25:23,645 It couldn't have been your fault. 705 00:25:23,680 --> 00:25:24,780 It was never your fault, not with Amelia... 706 00:25:24,814 --> 00:25:26,114 I didn't know, all right? 707 00:25:26,149 --> 00:25:27,883 If I caused her a problem, I'm sorry, 708 00:25:27,917 --> 00:25:30,485 - but she didn't tell me... - Disaster happens wherever you are 709 00:25:30,520 --> 00:25:32,120 because you are there, like with Megan. 710 00:25:32,155 --> 00:25:32,921 All right, no! 711 00:25:32,956 --> 00:25:34,723 Owen, I'm not gonna do this again! 712 00:25:34,757 --> 00:25:36,558 - No? - Okay, no! All right?! 713 00:25:37,827 --> 00:25:40,996 (VEHICLE DOOR SLAMS) 714 00:25:41,030 --> 00:25:43,432 I think you're starting to drive yourself crazy. 715 00:25:43,466 --> 00:25:44,800 It's him. 716 00:25:44,834 --> 00:25:46,735 At some point, you just have to learn to let go. 717 00:25:46,769 --> 00:25:48,103 (SIGHS) 718 00:25:48,137 --> 00:25:49,404 Amelia took that drink. 719 00:25:49,439 --> 00:25:50,973 It doesn't matter who offered it to her. 720 00:25:51,007 --> 00:25:52,774 She would tell you that herself. 721 00:25:52,809 --> 00:25:55,410 Riggs tried to talk your sister off that chopper. 722 00:25:55,445 --> 00:25:56,845 What? 723 00:25:56,879 --> 00:25:58,113 She needed to be with her patient. 724 00:25:58,147 --> 00:25:59,681 He tried to go. She wouldn't let him. 725 00:25:59,716 --> 00:26:01,850 (LAUGHS) 726 00:26:01,884 --> 00:26:03,986 - That's what he told you... t-that he... - That's what he told me. 727 00:26:04,020 --> 00:26:07,489 Meredith, he didn't say anything to her. 728 00:26:07,523 --> 00:26:10,692 He wasn't anywhere near that chopper. 729 00:26:10,727 --> 00:26:14,296 He was off screwing some woman from Supply Corps... again. 730 00:26:14,330 --> 00:26:16,832 That's why Megan got on the chopper... 731 00:26:16,866 --> 00:26:17,866 to get away from him. 732 00:26:17,900 --> 00:26:18,667 My sister was leaving him. 733 00:26:18,701 --> 00:26:21,270 When I said we hate him, I meant it. 734 00:26:21,320 --> 00:26:22,604 (VEHICLE DOOR OPENS, CLOSES) 735 00:26:26,508 --> 00:26:27,775 You hanging in there, Kyle? 736 00:26:27,809 --> 00:26:28,842 (MUTTERS) 737 00:26:29,228 --> 00:26:32,233 - Oh, hey. - You're all right. 738 00:26:32,258 --> 00:26:33,258 Loss of speech is normal. 739 00:26:33,293 --> 00:26:35,060 It's temporary, okay? 740 00:26:35,094 --> 00:26:37,029 Hey. It'll come back. 741 00:26:37,063 --> 00:26:38,430 Dr. Shepherd's almost done. 742 00:26:38,464 --> 00:26:41,833 Stay with me, Kyle. Almost done. 743 00:26:43,495 --> 00:26:44,795 You're okay. 744 00:26:44,830 --> 00:26:45,945 Give me a minute. 745 00:26:46,070 --> 00:26:47,570 Dr. Shepherd, there isn't any... 746 00:26:47,604 --> 00:26:48,750 She said give her a minute. 747 00:26:57,156 --> 00:27:00,592 Bleeding has stopped. 748 00:27:00,627 --> 00:27:02,694 Kyle, check your hand. 749 00:27:02,729 --> 00:27:05,030 Okay. 750 00:27:09,227 --> 00:27:11,195 No tremor. 751 00:27:11,229 --> 00:27:13,764 Okay, can you... 752 00:27:13,798 --> 00:27:14,832 speak now? 753 00:27:19,838 --> 00:27:21,371 You miss me? 754 00:27:21,406 --> 00:27:22,906 (CHUCKLES) 755 00:27:22,941 --> 00:27:24,975 Welcome back, Kyle. 756 00:27:25,009 --> 00:27:26,443 I showed you my moves. 757 00:27:26,478 --> 00:27:27,978 Time to show us yours. 758 00:27:28,012 --> 00:27:29,546 All right, come on. 759 00:27:29,581 --> 00:27:31,915 Your turn to free-style. 760 00:27:36,187 --> 00:27:39,356 (CLASSICAL GUITAR MUSIC PLAYS) 761 00:27:56,708 --> 00:27:58,609 (SEAL'S "EVERY TIME I'M WITH YOU" PLAYS) 762 00:27:58,643 --> 00:28:01,812 Are we going insane? 763 00:28:01,846 --> 00:28:05,782 Do we need to explain? 764 00:28:05,817 --> 00:28:10,053 I feel like we know it 765 00:28:12,323 --> 00:28:14,358 Am I doing it right? 766 00:28:14,392 --> 00:28:15,659 This wasn't my fault. 767 00:28:15,693 --> 00:28:16,760 'Cause when you show me that candlelight 768 00:28:16,794 --> 00:28:18,996 Telling the mother. 769 00:28:19,030 --> 00:28:21,098 Stress doesn't just cause arteries to rupture. 770 00:28:21,132 --> 00:28:23,200 - You know that. - I do. 771 00:28:23,234 --> 00:28:24,468 Doesn't make it right. 772 00:28:24,502 --> 00:28:25,636 It felt right. 773 00:28:25,670 --> 00:28:26,970 It felt like she needed to know, 774 00:28:27,005 --> 00:28:28,138 like it was the right thing to do. 775 00:28:28,173 --> 00:28:29,139 I know the feeling. 776 00:28:29,174 --> 00:28:30,841 (SIGHS) 777 00:28:30,875 --> 00:28:32,442 This is not the same thing! 778 00:28:32,477 --> 00:28:34,611 I'm just saying that I know... 779 00:28:34,646 --> 00:28:35,712 how... 780 00:28:35,747 --> 00:28:38,949 you felt... 781 00:28:38,983 --> 00:28:40,851 in that moment. 782 00:28:40,885 --> 00:28:42,519 I know. 783 00:28:42,554 --> 00:28:46,290 It won't be daunting 784 00:28:46,324 --> 00:28:51,528 Somehow I don't think I'd even care 785 00:28:51,563 --> 00:28:53,664 (SIGHS) Mm. 786 00:28:53,698 --> 00:28:55,566 Turn around. 787 00:28:55,600 --> 00:28:56,867 Oh. 788 00:28:56,901 --> 00:28:58,969 God bless your heart. 789 00:28:59,003 --> 00:29:00,470 Mm. 790 00:29:00,505 --> 00:29:02,639 I'm glad you told me... 791 00:29:02,674 --> 00:29:04,541 about Jackson's father. 792 00:29:04,576 --> 00:29:07,077 Now you understand why I'm doing this. 793 00:29:07,111 --> 00:29:08,645 Not a bit. 794 00:29:08,680 --> 00:29:10,581 Ah. 795 00:29:10,615 --> 00:29:13,150 It was an awfully sad story. (SCOFFS) 796 00:29:13,184 --> 00:29:16,253 But it was your story, not theirs, 797 00:29:16,287 --> 00:29:18,755 and stop trying to make it theirs. 798 00:29:18,790 --> 00:29:20,490 I don't have a choice, Richard. 799 00:29:20,525 --> 00:29:23,160 (SIGHS) The woman I married... 800 00:29:23,194 --> 00:29:26,196 believed in second chances... 801 00:29:26,231 --> 00:29:29,666 that anything was possible... 802 00:29:29,701 --> 00:29:34,538 and that the glass doesn't always have to be half empty. 803 00:29:34,572 --> 00:29:36,707 And you said your ex-husband 804 00:29:36,741 --> 00:29:39,509 didn't know the woman he married. 805 00:29:39,544 --> 00:29:40,544 Well, I do. 806 00:29:40,578 --> 00:29:44,358 I can lose it all, it won't be daunting 807 00:29:44,608 --> 00:29:46,342 I'm only letting you yammer on 808 00:29:46,376 --> 00:29:48,077 because your hands are so magical. 809 00:29:48,111 --> 00:29:49,345 Lower. 810 00:29:49,379 --> 00:29:51,714 Well, that's a start. 811 00:29:53,517 --> 00:29:56,652 'Cause every time I'm with you, I feel wanted 812 00:29:56,686 --> 00:29:59,522 We had to remove your spleen to stop the bleeding. 813 00:29:59,556 --> 00:30:01,157 But the baby's fine. 814 00:30:01,191 --> 00:30:03,125 Good fetal heartbeat, very strong. 815 00:30:03,160 --> 00:30:04,693 And my mom? 816 00:30:04,728 --> 00:30:06,595 She's waiting to see you... 817 00:30:06,630 --> 00:30:07,596 whenever you're ready. 818 00:30:07,631 --> 00:30:09,431 Yeah? 819 00:30:09,466 --> 00:30:10,499 Okay. Warren. 820 00:30:12,669 --> 00:30:13,802 (DOOR OPENS) 821 00:30:13,837 --> 00:30:17,439 Show me you like it 822 00:30:17,474 --> 00:30:20,609 Show me you like it 823 00:30:20,644 --> 00:30:22,978 Coming out 824 00:30:23,013 --> 00:30:24,146 Is she okay? 825 00:30:24,181 --> 00:30:25,648 She is. 826 00:30:25,682 --> 00:30:27,349 And the baby? 827 00:30:27,384 --> 00:30:28,150 They're both fine. 828 00:30:28,185 --> 00:30:30,553 - (VOICE BREAKING) Mom. - Don't speak. 829 00:30:30,587 --> 00:30:33,656 Listen. 830 00:30:33,690 --> 00:30:35,958 This just... 831 00:30:35,992 --> 00:30:37,626 isn't what we do. 832 00:30:37,661 --> 00:30:38,195 (SIGHS) 833 00:30:38,220 --> 00:30:39,796 I can lose it all, it won't be daunting 834 00:30:39,829 --> 00:30:42,731 You tell me when you're in trouble. 835 00:30:42,766 --> 00:30:45,834 You don't walk around scared and alone, 836 00:30:45,869 --> 00:30:47,236 not when you have me. 837 00:30:47,270 --> 00:30:49,038 - Do you hear me? - Uh-huh. 838 00:30:49,072 --> 00:30:51,207 Not when you're having my grandbaby. 839 00:30:51,241 --> 00:30:57,680 'Cause every time I'm with you, I feel wanted 840 00:30:57,714 --> 00:31:04,687 We could make believers if we dare, yeah 841 00:31:04,721 --> 00:31:06,222 Hey. 842 00:31:06,256 --> 00:31:08,591 Hi. 843 00:31:08,625 --> 00:31:10,659 (BREATHES DEEPLY) 844 00:31:10,694 --> 00:31:14,496 Listen, what I said before, that was just me being... 845 00:31:14,531 --> 00:31:15,764 Insecure. 846 00:31:15,799 --> 00:31:18,200 I deserve that. 847 00:31:18,235 --> 00:31:19,835 You could have said a lot worse. 848 00:31:19,869 --> 00:31:21,670 I did... earlier. 849 00:31:21,705 --> 00:31:24,006 (SIGHS) I'm very sorry. 850 00:31:27,944 --> 00:31:29,878 The attendings got out of their meeting. 851 00:31:29,913 --> 00:31:31,780 Already? Did you hear anything? 852 00:31:31,815 --> 00:31:32,781 Uh, yeah. 853 00:31:32,816 --> 00:31:34,783 I heard that Penny applied, 854 00:31:34,818 --> 00:31:37,753 which is weird because she didn't say anything. 855 00:31:37,787 --> 00:31:38,754 You applied? When? 856 00:31:38,788 --> 00:31:39,888 Today. 857 00:31:39,923 --> 00:31:41,223 The deadline was at noon, 858 00:31:41,258 --> 00:31:43,225 and I decided I should at least try, 859 00:31:43,260 --> 00:31:45,294 even if I don't really have a chance. 860 00:31:45,328 --> 00:31:46,629 Oh, you have a chance. 861 00:31:46,663 --> 00:31:48,964 Alex told me that your name came up... a lot. 862 00:31:48,999 --> 00:31:52,468 Actually, uh, Grey had your back. 863 00:31:52,502 --> 00:31:53,535 - Shepherd even. - Shepherd? 864 00:31:53,570 --> 00:31:55,704 I just don't understand why you didn't tell us. 865 00:31:55,739 --> 00:31:57,573 You pretended to be all cheerleader-y. 866 00:31:57,607 --> 00:31:59,275 - It's just... It's a little... - Snaky. 867 00:31:59,309 --> 00:32:01,744 I wasn't trying to hide anything. 868 00:32:01,778 --> 00:32:04,580 Wow. (CHUCKLES) 869 00:32:04,614 --> 00:32:05,748 Never saw it coming. 870 00:32:07,484 --> 00:32:08,817 Well played. 871 00:32:08,852 --> 00:32:11,654 I wasn't playing anything. 872 00:32:11,688 --> 00:32:13,622 - I just decided... - Yeah. Wow. 873 00:32:13,657 --> 00:32:15,591 (INHALES DEEPLY) 874 00:32:15,625 --> 00:32:17,726 Good luck. 875 00:32:21,598 --> 00:32:23,399 (SIGHS) 876 00:32:23,433 --> 00:32:27,436 NATHAN: On the 8th, he had... 877 00:32:27,470 --> 00:32:30,239 4.2 just to make s... 878 00:32:33,677 --> 00:32:35,744 - Excuse me. - Okay. 879 00:32:35,779 --> 00:32:37,413 (BREATHES DEEPLY) 880 00:32:37,447 --> 00:32:38,814 Mate, this has to stop. 881 00:32:38,848 --> 00:32:40,482 Oh, you're right. This has to stop. 882 00:32:40,517 --> 00:32:43,252 Megan called me right before she... 883 00:32:43,286 --> 00:32:44,486 (SIGHS) 884 00:32:44,521 --> 00:32:45,788 All right, she told me... 885 00:32:45,822 --> 00:32:47,856 everything. 886 00:32:47,891 --> 00:32:49,591 So, yeah, you should just stop... 887 00:32:49,626 --> 00:32:50,693 'cause I see you. 888 00:32:50,727 --> 00:32:51,760 You can't do this. 889 00:32:51,795 --> 00:32:52,828 You can't just come in here 890 00:32:52,862 --> 00:32:54,430 and pretend to be some nice guy, 891 00:32:54,464 --> 00:32:59,201 pretend to be this hero and lie and fool everyone, 892 00:32:59,235 --> 00:33:02,771 like Grey and Bailey and Pierce and Amelia. 893 00:33:02,806 --> 00:33:04,773 You can't just take more people away from me. 894 00:33:04,808 --> 00:33:06,675 You can't do it, and I won't let you. 895 00:33:06,710 --> 00:33:09,611 896 00:33:16,523 --> 00:33:18,090 Benjamin Warren! 897 00:33:18,125 --> 00:33:19,925 Miranda Bailey. 898 00:33:19,960 --> 00:33:22,420 You didn't submit your application 899 00:33:22,445 --> 00:33:23,779 for the Preminger Grant! 900 00:33:23,813 --> 00:33:25,281 No. Of course I didn't. 901 00:33:25,315 --> 00:33:26,179 But what do you mean, "of course"? 902 00:33:26,202 --> 00:33:27,819 You're asking me why I didn't apply for a grant 903 00:33:27,874 --> 00:33:29,408 that's gonna take me across the country? 904 00:33:29,443 --> 00:33:31,110 W-What, am I supposed to jump at the chance 905 00:33:31,144 --> 00:33:33,546 to leave my wife and kid for a... a year or more? 906 00:33:33,580 --> 00:33:35,781 But it was an incredible opportunity. 907 00:33:35,816 --> 00:33:37,349 We could have figured something out. 908 00:33:37,384 --> 00:33:38,684 You know, it's... it's not my turn. 909 00:33:38,719 --> 00:33:39,485 Not right now. 910 00:33:39,519 --> 00:33:41,687 You're Chief. We need to be here. 911 00:33:41,722 --> 00:33:43,355 And you're okay with that? 912 00:33:43,390 --> 00:33:46,692 Well, it'll be my turn sometime. 913 00:33:46,727 --> 00:33:48,761 You know, and when it is, you'll, uh... 914 00:33:48,795 --> 00:33:50,696 You'll do the same for me. 915 00:33:50,731 --> 00:33:51,731 Right? 916 00:33:59,406 --> 00:34:00,606 Come on. 917 00:34:00,640 --> 00:34:03,576 (SIGHS) 918 00:34:03,610 --> 00:34:05,644 So... 919 00:34:05,679 --> 00:34:07,413 who'd you pick, Chief? 920 00:34:07,447 --> 00:34:09,648 - Are you kidding me? - It's me. 921 00:34:09,683 --> 00:34:12,318 I read the e-mail five times to see where I got it wrong, 922 00:34:12,352 --> 00:34:13,552 but I didn't. 923 00:34:13,587 --> 00:34:14,353 I won. 924 00:34:14,387 --> 00:34:16,222 Bailey gave me the Preminger Grant. 925 00:34:16,256 --> 00:34:17,990 Are you kidding me?! 926 00:34:18,024 --> 00:34:19,658 Why do you keep saying that? 927 00:34:19,693 --> 00:34:21,494 Oh, no. 928 00:34:21,528 --> 00:34:23,629 No, yeah. N... Well, it's just... 929 00:34:23,663 --> 00:34:25,431 Yay, you! 930 00:34:25,465 --> 00:34:28,601 (LAUGHS) Come on, let's go celebrate. 931 00:34:31,004 --> 00:34:33,472 932 00:34:35,208 --> 00:34:36,675 You recommended Blake? 933 00:34:36,710 --> 00:34:38,611 I recommended you. 934 00:34:38,645 --> 00:34:40,613 Well, then why did Karev say you... 935 00:34:40,647 --> 00:34:43,249 Then Blake's name came up from a few people. 936 00:34:43,283 --> 00:34:45,651 They asked my opinion. And what did you say? 937 00:34:45,685 --> 00:34:46,852 Well, I'm not gonna tell you what I said. 938 00:34:46,887 --> 00:34:50,356 I gave an honest answer to a question. 939 00:34:50,390 --> 00:34:52,091 You sunk me. 940 00:34:52,125 --> 00:34:54,794 I endorsed you. 941 00:34:54,828 --> 00:34:56,662 After that, it's out of my hands. 942 00:34:56,696 --> 00:34:58,197 You have been trying to find a way 943 00:34:58,231 --> 00:34:59,932 to get rid of her for months, 944 00:34:59,966 --> 00:35:03,636 and to use this, you go right past somebody 945 00:35:03,670 --> 00:35:05,137 who you know deserves it more... 946 00:35:05,172 --> 00:35:06,372 someone who has been there for you, 947 00:35:06,406 --> 00:35:09,809 who stepped in when you couldn't even handle doing your job. 948 00:35:09,843 --> 00:35:12,478 Edwards. 949 00:35:12,512 --> 00:35:14,513 This is the attendings' lounge. 950 00:35:27,427 --> 00:35:29,328 (MONITOR BEEPING) 951 00:35:39,039 --> 00:35:40,206 Are you all right? 952 00:35:40,240 --> 00:35:42,908 Am I all right? Yeah. 953 00:35:42,943 --> 00:35:44,910 (SIGHS) 954 00:35:44,945 --> 00:35:47,513 You lost that shine in your eyes. 955 00:35:47,547 --> 00:35:48,547 I liked that shine. 956 00:35:49,097 --> 00:35:51,700 I'm fine. I'm shiny. 957 00:35:53,753 --> 00:35:56,722 All right, I just played a private concert for you 958 00:35:56,756 --> 00:35:59,325 with my brain open. 959 00:35:59,359 --> 00:36:01,193 I think you can give me something. 960 00:36:01,228 --> 00:36:03,429 I got screwed over by a friend today. That's all. 961 00:36:03,463 --> 00:36:05,264 The redhead? 962 00:36:05,298 --> 00:36:06,699 Mm. 963 00:36:06,733 --> 00:36:08,367 That sucks. 964 00:36:08,401 --> 00:36:10,236 Mm-hmm. 965 00:36:10,270 --> 00:36:13,372 When I started playing, I had all these musician friends. 966 00:36:13,406 --> 00:36:16,342 And, you know, we'd hang, and we'd jam together. 967 00:36:16,376 --> 00:36:18,510 We grew up together, you know. 968 00:36:18,545 --> 00:36:21,580 And then I started booking gigs, selling out those gigs, 969 00:36:21,615 --> 00:36:24,183 and, you know, I had the fans and the girls, 970 00:36:24,217 --> 00:36:25,351 and it was fantastic. 971 00:36:25,385 --> 00:36:26,886 It was everything we had hoped for. 972 00:36:26,920 --> 00:36:31,023 It was... It was everything we had talked about, you know? 973 00:36:31,057 --> 00:36:33,926 And then when I went to share it with them... 974 00:36:33,960 --> 00:36:35,728 they weren't there. 975 00:36:35,762 --> 00:36:36,560 All my friends were gone. 976 00:36:36,615 --> 00:36:37,476 Poof. Just like that. 977 00:36:37,512 --> 00:36:40,080 But it turns out they weren't my friends. 978 00:36:40,397 --> 00:36:42,065 They were my competition. 979 00:36:46,927 --> 00:36:48,347 You and I are a lot alike. 980 00:36:48,381 --> 00:36:50,682 Okay, how is that? 981 00:36:50,717 --> 00:36:52,517 Well, you're smart. 982 00:36:52,543 --> 00:36:53,138 Mm. 983 00:36:53,217 --> 00:36:54,350 Incredibly good-looking. 984 00:36:54,385 --> 00:36:56,152 - Cocky. - (CHUCKLES) 985 00:36:56,187 --> 00:36:57,754 But with the goods to back it up. 986 00:36:57,788 --> 00:37:01,357 Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna go to sleep... 987 00:37:01,695 --> 00:37:03,395 'cause my head hurts. 988 00:37:03,420 --> 00:37:05,788 I'm supposed to watch you. 989 00:37:05,822 --> 00:37:07,389 I'm okay with that. 990 00:37:11,528 --> 00:37:14,697 991 00:37:17,701 --> 00:37:20,069 (SIGHS) 992 00:37:20,103 --> 00:37:21,737 I had a crappy day. 993 00:37:21,772 --> 00:37:23,339 Mm, me too. 994 00:37:23,373 --> 00:37:25,441 I found out why Owen hates Riggs. 995 00:37:25,475 --> 00:37:26,509 I don't want to know. 996 00:37:26,543 --> 00:37:27,510 Okay. 997 00:37:27,544 --> 00:37:29,111 Do I want to know? 998 00:37:29,146 --> 00:37:31,013 I'm here! 999 00:37:31,047 --> 00:37:32,948 We can see that. 1000 00:37:32,983 --> 00:37:34,650 Really? With the cabinets? 1001 00:37:34,684 --> 00:37:36,418 - Sorry. - You open, you close. 1002 00:37:36,453 --> 00:37:37,620 It's not that big a deal. 1003 00:37:37,654 --> 00:37:38,821 It's tedious. 1004 00:37:38,855 --> 00:37:40,689 Oh, my God, I was promised sisters. 1005 00:37:40,724 --> 00:37:42,658 I just got you guys back in the same house. 1006 00:37:42,692 --> 00:37:44,293 I've never had sisters. It's nice. 1007 00:37:44,327 --> 00:37:46,028 But it's going to implode. 1008 00:37:46,062 --> 00:37:47,696 You know it, and I know it. 1009 00:37:47,731 --> 00:37:49,832 So have at it. 1010 00:37:49,866 --> 00:37:52,001 Go to town over the cabinets. 1011 00:37:52,035 --> 00:37:54,203 If you're gonna kill each other, just do it already. 1012 00:37:54,237 --> 00:37:55,871 I can't keep this family together by myself. 1013 00:37:55,906 --> 00:37:57,706 MEREDITH: (LAUGHING) Nobody asked you to. 1014 00:37:57,741 --> 00:37:59,141 We're adults. We're going to fight. 1015 00:37:59,176 --> 00:38:00,142 A lot. 1016 00:38:00,177 --> 00:38:01,377 I'm annoying. 1017 00:38:01,411 --> 00:38:02,444 She is. 1018 00:38:02,479 --> 00:38:05,047 But I don't plan on kicking her out anytime soon. 1019 00:38:05,081 --> 00:38:06,715 So, are you good? 1020 00:38:06,750 --> 00:38:08,551 I'm not homeless. 1021 00:38:08,585 --> 00:38:10,786 - I'm good. - Good. 1022 00:38:10,821 --> 00:38:13,489 Though Maggie is starting to get on my nerves. 1023 00:38:13,523 --> 00:38:14,523 Agreed. 1024 00:38:14,558 --> 00:38:16,792 Well, you wanted sisters. 1025 00:38:16,827 --> 00:38:18,694 You got 'em. 1026 00:38:18,728 --> 00:38:19,862 Close the cabinet. 1027 00:38:19,896 --> 00:38:23,399 (CHUCKLES) 1028 00:38:23,433 --> 00:38:26,035 1029 00:38:28,939 --> 00:38:30,806 I was just on my way to your place. 1030 00:38:30,841 --> 00:38:33,642 I really don't have time for one of your lectures now, Mom. 1031 00:38:33,677 --> 00:38:36,312 No, I was coming to say that I was sorry, to... 1032 00:38:36,346 --> 00:38:38,147 - (SIGHS) - ...to apologize. 1033 00:38:38,181 --> 00:38:40,749 - I doubt that. - No, let me finish. 1034 00:38:40,784 --> 00:38:44,186 I overstepped, but you are my baby, 1035 00:38:44,221 --> 00:38:46,255 and if somebody messes with you, watch out. 1036 00:38:46,289 --> 00:38:47,656 I... 1037 00:38:47,691 --> 00:38:50,392 Well, I was just protecting my baby. 1038 00:38:50,427 --> 00:38:52,862 - You know I'm a grown-ass man, right? - Language. 1039 00:38:52,896 --> 00:38:56,932 As long as I'm living, my baby forever you will be. 1040 00:38:56,967 --> 00:38:59,201 (SIGHS) 1041 00:38:59,236 --> 00:39:00,736 But... 1042 00:39:00,770 --> 00:39:02,037 I do need to let go. 1043 00:39:02,072 --> 00:39:04,073 Roots, wings. 1044 00:39:04,107 --> 00:39:05,741 You can fight your own battles. 1045 00:39:05,775 --> 00:39:07,109 Yes, I can. 1046 00:39:07,143 --> 00:39:09,879 And if you don't want to fight April on this, 1047 00:39:09,913 --> 00:39:11,180 maybe there is another way. 1048 00:39:11,214 --> 00:39:12,948 I mean, we're still all family. 1049 00:39:12,983 --> 00:39:14,583 Maybe you can go to counseling, 1050 00:39:14,618 --> 00:39:16,118 or I could get the two of you in a room together, 1051 00:39:16,152 --> 00:39:17,286 - and we could... - (CLEARS THROAT) 1052 00:39:17,320 --> 00:39:18,554 Sorry. 1053 00:39:18,588 --> 00:39:20,723 I... This is gonna take some practice. 1054 00:39:20,757 --> 00:39:22,791 - This... - (LAUGHS) 1055 00:39:22,826 --> 00:39:24,526 Honey, what are you going to do? 1056 00:39:24,561 --> 00:39:26,295 I'm an Avery. 1057 00:39:26,329 --> 00:39:30,366 Somebody messed with my baby, so I got myself some power. 1058 00:39:30,400 --> 00:39:33,135 I just want you to be, be, yeah 1059 00:39:33,169 --> 00:39:34,870 Forever mine 1060 00:39:34,905 --> 00:39:37,806 Be forever mine 1061 00:39:37,841 --> 00:39:40,376 Yeah 1062 00:39:40,410 --> 00:39:41,877 Forever mine 1063 00:39:41,912 --> 00:39:44,413 Be forever mine 1064 00:39:44,447 --> 00:39:48,484 I'll round on Jenny in the morning after you've been in. 1065 00:39:48,518 --> 00:39:49,952 Oh, and there's nothing I can say now 1066 00:39:49,986 --> 00:39:50,753 All right, good night. 1067 00:39:50,787 --> 00:39:53,289 I think Jackson's gonna sue me... 1068 00:39:53,323 --> 00:39:55,090 for custody. 1069 00:39:55,125 --> 00:39:57,893 Full custody once the baby's born. 1070 00:39:57,928 --> 00:40:00,629 His mother... She is... awful. 1071 00:40:00,664 --> 00:40:03,299 I overheard her saying it, and I just want to... 1072 00:40:03,333 --> 00:40:06,502 I... I am... I am so... 1073 00:40:06,536 --> 00:40:07,636 mad. 1074 00:40:07,671 --> 00:40:08,837 I am furious. 1075 00:40:08,872 --> 00:40:11,240 I feel like my skin is on fire! 1076 00:40:11,274 --> 00:40:12,808 Oh, my God. 1077 00:40:12,842 --> 00:40:13,642 Sorry. I know. I'm ranting. 1078 00:40:13,677 --> 00:40:15,077 But I don't have anyone to talk to, 1079 00:40:15,111 --> 00:40:16,912 - and I need to talk to someone. - No! 1080 00:40:16,947 --> 00:40:18,080 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. 1081 00:40:18,114 --> 00:40:19,348 And I've been treating you like crap... 1082 00:40:19,382 --> 00:40:22,518 You need to talk to me. It's fine. 1083 00:40:22,552 --> 00:40:25,988 I'm here... for whatever you need, 'cause... 1084 00:40:26,022 --> 00:40:27,456 we're friends. 1085 00:40:27,490 --> 00:40:28,857 Rant away. 1086 00:40:28,892 --> 00:40:30,659 And then... 1087 00:40:30,694 --> 00:40:31,827 we'll think about what to do. 1088 00:40:31,861 --> 00:40:33,529 Be forever mine 1089 00:40:33,563 --> 00:40:36,365 I already thought of what to do. 1090 00:40:36,399 --> 00:40:39,601 I'm not gonna be the victim. 1091 00:40:39,636 --> 00:40:40,803 He can't do this. 1092 00:40:41,876 --> 00:40:43,204 I won't let him. 1093 00:40:44,374 --> 00:40:46,141 April, what did you do? 1094 00:40:46,176 --> 00:40:48,110 What happens when the gloves come off 1095 00:40:48,144 --> 00:40:50,112 and you stop hiding behind your mask? 1096 00:40:50,146 --> 00:40:51,880 I just want you to be forever mine 1097 00:40:51,915 --> 00:40:53,449 I just don't want to... 1098 00:40:53,483 --> 00:40:54,350 hurt her. 1099 00:40:54,384 --> 00:40:56,885 You know, it's in my power not to, so... 1100 00:40:56,920 --> 00:40:58,354 - Hey. - Here's to that. 1101 00:40:58,388 --> 00:40:59,788 - Do you need a drink? - (SIGHS) 1102 00:40:59,823 --> 00:41:00,856 Hey! Dr. Avery. 1103 00:41:00,890 --> 00:41:02,024 Yeah. 1104 00:41:02,058 --> 00:41:03,359 Dr. Jackson Avery? 1105 00:41:03,393 --> 00:41:04,493 That's right. Do we... 1106 00:41:04,527 --> 00:41:06,395 You've been served. 1107 00:41:06,429 --> 00:41:07,563 Have a good night, guys. 1108 00:41:07,597 --> 00:41:10,299 What's your next move? 1109 00:41:10,333 --> 00:41:15,037 Do you take your best shot and see where it lands? 1110 00:41:15,071 --> 00:41:21,577 'Cause now I'm lost up in the clouds 1111 00:41:21,611 --> 00:41:24,013 Or do you hang back, wait a minute, 1112 00:41:24,047 --> 00:41:25,481 and see if you get sucker-punched? 1113 00:41:25,515 --> 00:41:29,084 I just want you to be, be, be 1114 00:41:29,119 --> 00:41:29,918 Forever mine 1115 00:41:29,953 --> 00:41:32,421 Be forever mine 1116 00:41:32,455 --> 00:41:33,689 "I don't want to fight. 1117 00:41:33,723 --> 00:41:36,191 Whatever you want to do, we'll do." 1118 00:41:36,226 --> 00:41:38,594 It's your move. 1119 00:41:38,628 --> 00:41:41,096 Oh, no. 1120 00:41:41,131 --> 00:41:44,033 Da, da, dee, da, da-da, da, da-da 1121 00:41:44,067 --> 00:41:46,402 A restraining order. 1122 00:41:46,436 --> 00:41:49,705 April filed a restraining order against me. 1123 00:41:49,739 --> 00:41:50,732 (SIGHS) 1124 00:41:50,757 --> 00:41:53,550 You can either retreat or go out swinging. 1125 00:41:54,421 --> 00:41:56,122 So, what you gonna do? 1126 00:41:56,547 --> 00:42:00,586 - sync and corrections by Caio - - www.addic7ed.com - 1127 00:42:00,636 --> 00:42:05,186 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0